.:reminisce:.

dear babe,

it’s funny how we met,,we laughed,,we cried,,we shared,,we cared,,and now we are apart,,but still do all that,,and how understanding you are of my pain from our relationship and the one after that..

we met years before we ever known each other,,we stared at each other from afar,,and that very one night i saw you,,i have always remembered you as a stranger who’s always on my mind,,might it be because we were meant to meet again as what we are now..

i’d like to think so…

it’s awkward to know that you have known me years before i even noticed you,,but the fact that you were there looking at me was always refreshing…

i never regret spending 3 years, 1 month, and 2 weeks being yours,,all the things we shared have turned us into a part of each other’s life…

we were having a lot of issues and things were getting out of hands,,but you never really given up on us,,just so you know babe,,i really appreciate that..

it’s great cause we are undeniably close when we are being non-exclusive,,no term of declaration needed but we know that we got each other,,always..

i’m grateful that we have now come to the point where we know what is best for us,,and thank god,,you never really leave..

(jordin sparks-tattoo)

dear prince charming,

you were always dear to my heart as a close friend of mine,,it’s undeniable that i have always felt some kind of strong connection towards you but i never would have thought that we could ever be more than that…

it’s funny how we were so together before we got the title,,before u told me that u loved me,,before i belonged to you,,it’s weird how things change in a split of a second,,so do your decisions..

irony as it is,,we were struggling for blessings and all,,just to fight for our love,,but once we got what we were looking for,,it all instantly disappeared,,including our love..

and now,,

we meet everyday,,i can see you walk,,i can hear you laugh,,i can stare at you when you are drawing during classes,,i can feel your presence,,but i can also feel the distance that is drifting us apart…

105 days together with you has brought me to my ultimate fairy tale life,,you were my prince charming and you didn’t even have to try..

it’s really sad that people try to get me away from you,,knowing that i would eventually be left alone,,even though it’s proven true,,i still wish that they could actually see how happy i was when we were together…

but babe,,i will always be putri,,with or without you..

(leona lewis-bleeding love)

now that it all has turned into my precious past,,i keep on telling myself that it all just another meaningful lesson for me to learn and be better..

well,,it is!

thanks for everything,,all the memories and still be here in my life circle,,even though it is hurtful,,but i could never imagine if things were not as they were..

looking back,,i’m so glad that i live this life,,no matter what comes,,no matter how badly hurt i am,,no matter how hard it is,,it is all worth it…

(leona lewis-better in time)

[sorry for the inconvenience ]

[copy the url from the video menu to watch the video and listen to the lyrics]

[they are specially dedicated to those people in my life --> tattoo(babe),,bleeding love(P.C.)]

[better in time is my latest motivation song ]

.:new baby:.

 

Let’s welcome my new desktop to the fairy land!!!

Welcome dear!!!

*clap clap clap*

It was at the most hectic week when my lappy started to break down.

it was always stuck and running t0o slow until at one point the sound system started to be suspiciously slow and gagged!

i sent it to the lappy doctor twice in two weeks and the same problems keep coming and getting worst each time!

i called my mum to ask her for advice and solutions. then it turned out that my mum wanted to buy me a new lappy .

my reaction???   NO !!! i love my lappy and still have faith in it. i want to fix and keep it,,if possible… :(

it’s not that i’m not excited at all to get a brand new lappy but i’m just a person who values every single thing in my life deeply. :-<

the same thing happened when my mum wanted to buy me a new car last year. i refused to replace the family car that i got from my parents even though its just an old Proton Saga. obviously, a Perodua Myvi SE is a better choice and yes i finally agreed to have a new car. but i still feel some kind of connection to the one that i got for the first time.

maybe, i’m just simply a girl who won’t replace anything in my life so easily. to be honest, i’m still missing my old car and my lappy.

don’t get me wrong though, yes!!!

i love my new PC and obviously my Myvi SE has been my horse of white which lives up my princess in fairy tale life moments!

it’s just that i would like to pay my tributes to those things that had been in my life before.

i’m thankful that my old car is still at my parents house back there in Johor and my lappy is still here, safely kept in my room.  

however, after considering my desperate need of having a computer to finish up tons and tons of work loads, then i decided to welcome a new PC!

welcome again desky!!!

..(^0^)/

i still love u lappy!!!welcome desky!!!

 

p/s: lappy = laptop, desky = desktop (its just the way i address them to make them sound more personal to me,it’s like a special nickname)

 

 

.:putri is back!:.

last night,,i went to Shah Alam Stadium to watch Selangor and Kedah in action!!!

*clap clap clap* =D>

what a blast!!! it was a great game!! v(^0^)v

Kedah played well yesterday and Selangor was not that bad either! the game ended with Kedah won over Selangor for 1-0,,cogratulations Kedah!! i can really see why you guys won the game yesterday,,the strategy was brilliant!!

but i have to say that it was extremely frustrating to see one precious goal from Selangor to foul when the player had accidentally kicked the goal keeper,aiyyah,,it was really unfortunate for Selangor,,but no worries though,,the score shows that u guys did do your part well,,your time will surely come,,go Selangor go,lol!!

i was sceaming like hell when the ball hit the net,,being in the crowd of red and yellow,,i was really into the spirit of supporting Selangor even though i’m a loyal Johorian at heart,lol…

i was really really really enjoying my day out (or should i say night out)!! and yes,,being a nocturnal is a blessing!!

after the football match had ended,,my friends and i went to Segambut to watch another game,,this time a futsal match! my friend’s boyfriend was playing for his brother’s team hoping that he would help the team to win as losers would pay the fees,,lol!!! (interesting bet,,huh) and yes,,they won!!!

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being out and enjoying my life with friends and get to know new people hit me in the forehead!

i mean,,after all these while, i had problems in opening up and let new people to come in..and look,,just a couple of days after i had decided to go with the flow and let my heart tell me what is okay and what is not without trying to fix it,,heyyy,i am finally back!!!

i may not be fully recovered but at least,,i am getting there.. i restart,,i refresh!!!

what a life!!! silly me,,i thought by following my mind and ignoring my heart would help me to be strong,,buZZZzzzzzz!!! i’m wrong!!!

so fellas!!! here i come!!!

putri is back!!!

this time,,wiser!!!

…(^,^)/

.:sayang,putri misses you:.

- to be continued!