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What would you do if this is the last time you see a star?

Just what would you do if this is the last time you see a rainbow?

Are you gonna stay and cry helplessly?

Or are you gonna preserve and smile in front of mummy?



Who would you turn to if you ever get lost?

And just to whom would you give your last attributes and flaws?

Will you let them go when you know it’s for good?

Or would you confess your little secret in mute?



With what reason would you lie to hide those tears?

What kind of apology would you ask to make it turn around?

So where would you keep all those cloudy memories?

When everything in front is merely invisible debris?





When time drags you down to your darkest moment,

Would you run?

Or would you freeze?





When the first thing you get is the last thing you want,

The last thing you need is the first thing you hunt,

Perhaps, these littlest things mean nothing to you,

Just as much as the tiny hole in a canoe,





Neglected till regret!



hellafrenzy, 2008

Look at the rain,
Hear the drops,
You’ll feel the pain,
Even after it stops.
Look at the dog,
Listen when it barks,
Telling stories of the untold,
A song in the eerie night.
Stare at those stars,
Wondering why they are dim,
Searching for the reason,
The one that loses its sparks.
hellafrenzy, 2008


Bersedialah jiwa,

Untuk hidupku yang selebih nya,

Takkan kedengaran suaranya lagi,

Takkan terlihat bayangnya lagi,

Takkan terimbas hangat cintanya lagi,

Takkan kusedar makna bahagia lagi…

hellafrenzy, 2008

Here comes my first official ‘sajak‘ (poem) in Bahasa Malaysia, *clap clap clap*

Let me translate it in English, for those who can’t understand Bahasa Malaysia. (i think i have readers who are not Malaysian) *wink*


Be prepared oh dear soul,

For the remaining moments of my life,

There will be no more of his sounds,

There will be no more of his shadow,

There will be no more of his warmth,

There will be no more of happiness…

hellafrenzy, 2008


It has been a while since i last post something… (well,,i don’t even write regularly)

My friend has been asking me why,,why don’t i write things more frequently and maybe put some interesting things on my blog..

Well,,here are some of the reasons why :

  • I don’t know what is interesting to others n why would i care. *duh* This is just a medium for me to express myself n it doesn’t matter if no one reads my blog,,i still consider this as a blessing,,to have my very own space.
  • I only write with my heart,,i want to share my perspectives and hopefully it’ll make people think and they can personally relate to it. That’s why it’s extremely important for me to write ONLY what i believe in and not for the sake of people to read.
  • I start blogging after i got dumped. (so that tells how much it reflects the need to have a medium to put my heart into)
  • I don’t like the pressure of writing things for others. just as much as the title has spoken for itself,, *under my crown*,this is all about me n my not-so-simple-life!

n the list goes on…………….. (i think,there is zero need of explaining things in detail as people can actually figure it out on their own)

current mood : unmotivated kol1.jpg

but trying hard to put all that aside,,i have to make sure that i have the total control of my very own life! (never gonna let anything to get in the way!)