.:stop!:.

• stop making excuses
• stop looking back
• stop wondering why
• stop blaming others
• stop being childish
• stop being stupid
• stop being lame
• stop the madness
• stop the hatred
• stop being ridiculous
• stop expecting t0o high
• stop being hypocrite
• stop stop stop!!!!!

let’s just embrace this wonderful life! once and for all!!! yeah!!!

(a little reminder for me :D)

.:the hills:.

OMG!!! my hands are freezing and my heart beats so fast as if it would just explode out of excitement! 😀

seriously, i am  so over the top and would have jumped all the way to the stars right now!!

i mean,,,i have never been this happy and this energized since,,,(i don’t even remember when) but it has been so long ago,,i guess..

so for now,,,the word is: yeayyy!!!!!

my previous entries have always been very melancholic, solemn, gloomy, and what not. but this time,i’m really really really happy!!! (couldn’t be better!)

 

😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀 😀

(they are not just any smiles, they are like the ear to ear grins!!!)

obviously,a lot of things have happened to me for the past four months.

a lot of ups and downs (or perhaps just downs),bittersweets as well as a huge evolution in my life have happened. 

well,a couple of extremely harsh lessons learnt and i really was caught in various internal issues. perhaps,that’s why it is called LIFE..

after all the not-so-lucky-encounters so now here comes the blissful part of my existence!!!

but before i even mention anything,i would like to start of with the prime change that makes my life all colourful again :

• finally, i can actually say “thank God,,,it’s over!”. not sure when i had this refreshing improvement but i must say, these very little words are the key points of my contentment right now 😀 😀 😀 (OMG,,i can’t stop smiling!) 
• everything starts to fall in place all over again and i’m feeling great bout myself again! (my studies are in control, my belongings are not making any fuss any longer, my emotions are getting back together, n i can totally see how great my life is!!!)
• great things come when i least expect them!!!  (this is the best part of it all !!!)

it is well understood that i have been living a simple life with lots of not-so-simple dilemmas and problems,but surprisingly, wonderful enchantments have finally come to illuminate my days!!!

first thing first, i can finally go out and hang out with friends (boys and girls) late night until early in the morning without any resentment or feeling insecure of being rejected (it’s because i am so used to and getting traumatic of rejection itself). but now that i have recovered, (i guess) i can laugh, i can jump, i can do whatever and take whatever as reasons for me to basically just feel good bout everything 😀

i am starting to become an Ethos! girl in which it allows me to meet new people, learn new things, try out new things and crowd, push my passion in literature thingy forward and simply contribute to others. it has been a while since i have been actively involved in any association,,so i would call this as a kick start!

 and finally, i am definitely blessed to be accepted to take minor in music! i have always been interested in doing anything that has something to do with entertainment. indeed,i’m more of an entertainer than a book-work. however,past experiences have made me think that i’m not good enough to be one or even being admitted to be in any event that is related to talent. i cannot play instruments and i know for the fact that i don’t have a singer voice. thus, i try to shut myself off the things that i thought was out of my reach—> music! however, i wouldn’t mind to try my luck just to see how much i suck in it,lol 😀 shockingly, i was the lucky few that had successfully passed the audition to take minor in music when i accompanied my friends to the audition. adding up to my surprise, the audition was on pitching,rhythm, as well as my voice! it’s a very refreshing feeling to actually have the head of the music programme to tell me that i am fit for the position (as a music minor student) when almost everyone in the past didn’t think so. but i’m up to the challenge though, i will step up and prove to everyone that she was right! 😀

 

 

.:stop,stare,SHOP & SHARE:.

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!!

Thanks to everyone who shop and share in UiTM Malaysia!!!

You guys have been such a great crowd!!!

Our charity sale is exceeding the expected target,,everything runs smoothly and we are aesthetic that we have done our part in lending hands to help those unfortunate orphans at Rumah Aman Seksyen 2, Shah Alam..

Special attributes for those ‘Mak Cik Cleaners‘ who contribute a lot to our charity sales.

Not forget to mention big hands and personal thanks from me for those deliciously finger licking good ‘cucur udang’ & donuts, i’ll definitely come for more! *wink*

It was a great success!

Kudos to all the SHOP & SHARE CREW!!!

Our part has not ended, there are still a lot of things to do!

So let’s play our part and make the world a better place for everyone to live in!!!

*yeah*

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(the ambiance during the packing up session after the charity sale has ended with our banner as the main attraction,,lol)

.:privacy:.

Ever wondering why suddenly you become unmotivated, out of passion, and all over the place?

Have you ever wake up in the morning and regret it?

Wanting something to happen but can’t do anything?

or thinking

“If things are not this way, i might be a better person.” —> now that’s lame!

(lame but somehow true)

I get annoyed with people until i reach this point where i don’t even care.

It’s so childish and stupid for them to mess up with my life.

Well, i won’t go down to their level, thus i decide to be wise.

Let people say whatever they want to say and i’ll be the most rational person ever. *wink*

I’m an ‘open book‘ person, read me if you want.

And if you get sick of my story, keep away from me.

Easy,breezy!

No fuss!

v(^0^)v

I mean, why would they waste their precious time to get into trouble?

Purposely go through the fuss and make their own lives miserable?

Take away my privacy when i’m not even a celebrity?

Do they really think that making my life no so wonderful will make them happy?

na’a,, you are wrong!

I am a princess of my own kingdom.

I rule!

Life is too short to be wasted with our stupidity.

It’s not like we are going to be reborn in the next life.

So let’s just live life to the max!

WORLD PEACE!!!

*yeay*

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