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What would you do if this is the last time you see a star?

Just what would you do if this is the last time you see a rainbow?

Are you gonna stay and cry helplessly?

Or are you gonna preserve and smile in front of mummy?



Who would you turn to if you ever get lost?

And just to whom would you give your last attributes and flaws?

Will you let them go when you know it’s for good?

Or would you confess your little secret in mute?



With what reason would you lie to hide those tears?

What kind of apology would you ask to make it turn around?

So where would you keep all those cloudy memories?

When everything in front is merely invisible debris?





When time drags you down to your darkest moment,

Would you run?

Or would you freeze?





When the first thing you get is the last thing you want,

The last thing you need is the first thing you hunt,

Perhaps, these littlest things mean nothing to you,

Just as much as the tiny hole in a canoe,





Neglected till regret!



hellafrenzy, 2008

Look at the rain,
Hear the drops,
You’ll feel the pain,
Even after it stops.
Look at the dog,
Listen when it barks,
Telling stories of the untold,
A song in the eerie night.
Stare at those stars,
Wondering why they are dim,
Searching for the reason,
The one that loses its sparks.
hellafrenzy, 2008

Thanks to everyone who shop and share in UiTM Malaysia!!!
You guys have been such a great crowd!!!
Our charity sale is exceeding the expected target,,everything runs smoothly and we are aesthetic that we have done our part in lending hands to help those unfortunate orphans at Rumah Aman Seksyen 2, Shah Alam..
Special attributes for those ‘Mak Cik Cleaners‘ who contribute a lot to our charity sales.
Not forget to mention big hands and personal thanks from me for those deliciously finger licking good ‘cucur udang’ & donuts, i’ll definitely come for more! *wink*
It was a great success!
Kudos to all the SHOP & SHARE CREW!!!
Our part has not ended, there are still a lot of things to do!
So let’s play our part and make the world a better place for everyone to live in!!!
(the ambiance during the packing up session after the charity sale has ended with our banner as the main attraction,,lol)
I’m currently busy with assignments and ethics’ project. *sigh*
Life sucks when there are t0o many things to handle. I really wish i don’t have to do all this.
Alas,i have spent the past twelve hours wasting my time by playing online games, singing, dancing, watching tv, and not forget to mention —> crying.

(looks like i have successfully wasting my precious time for assignment, erk, do i need to be proud of it?)
But i couldn’t help it, it’s just extremely exhausting that it makes me slip into some inappropriate emotions.
All of the sudden, i realize that i’m not totally over my ex, not satisfied with myself, not as happy as i think i am, and the list goes on!
Wondering how did that happen?
I was browsing the net and suddenly i stumbled upon this video on youtube:
(i can totally relate to every single scene!)
Chad Michael Murray and Sophia Bush is one of my favourite celebrity couples, but in the end, their love life ends up just like mine. Thus, they do have some significant reflections towards my life. =.=”
Enough of grief, i’d better put all that aside, Now!
I’ve found a way to keep me occupied (other than those assignments) and it’s extremely exciting!
———-> learning dance moves!
*clap clap clap*
 I’m so excited but………..
Erk,hate to admit it but i am not a good dancer.
So it takes longer time for me to master the steps but i’m positive about it and hopefully i can master the routine soon!

Song : Tell Me by Wonder Girls