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to be continued! 



Bersedialah jiwa,

Untuk hidupku yang selebih nya,

Takkan kedengaran suaranya lagi,

Takkan terlihat bayangnya lagi,

Takkan terimbas hangat cintanya lagi,

Takkan kusedar makna bahagia lagi…

hellafrenzy, 2008

Here comes my first official ‘sajak‘ (poem) in Bahasa Malaysia, *clap clap clap*

Let me translate it in English, for those who can’t understand Bahasa Malaysia. (i think i have readers who are not Malaysian) *wink*


Be prepared oh dear soul,

For the remaining moments of my life,

There will be no more of his sounds,

There will be no more of his shadow,

There will be no more of his warmth,

There will be no more of happiness…

hellafrenzy, 2008



It’s not that i don’t try or even love to cry,

But i’m impede to fly by your simple hye.


Perhaps, these eyes are meant only to stare,

As love is what we are never going to share.


At times, my heart is frantic to say,

How i wish this feeling will eventually mislay.


For you, i shove each love from heart,

Yet i’m lost in endeavor to disregard.


If seeing me in pain makes you less a man,

Then i’d rather have you not to look at me again.


Is it true, your heart really is incapable to see?

How i’m struggling to remember what it’s like to be happy.



-hellafrenzy (2008)

I’m currently busy with assignments and ethics’ project. *sigh*
Life sucks when there are t0o many things to handle. I really wish i don’t have to do all this.
Alas,i have spent the past twelve hours wasting my time by playing online games, singing, dancing, watching tv, and not forget to mention —> crying.

(looks like i have successfully wasting my precious time for assignment, erk, do i need to be proud of it?)
But i couldn’t help it, it’s just extremely exhausting that it makes me slip into some inappropriate emotions.
All of the sudden, i realize that i’m not totally over my ex, not satisfied with myself, not as happy as i think i am, and the list goes on!
Wondering how did that happen?
I was browsing the net and suddenly i stumbled upon this video on youtube:
(i can totally relate to every single scene!)
Chad Michael Murray and Sophia Bush is one of my favourite celebrity couples, but in the end, their love life ends up just like mine. Thus, they do have some significant reflections towards my life. =.=”
Enough of grief, i’d better put all that aside, Now!
I’ve found a way to keep me occupied (other than those assignments) and it’s extremely exciting!
———-> learning dance moves!
*clap clap clap*
 I’m so excited but………..
Erk,hate to admit it but i am not a good dancer.
So it takes longer time for me to master the steps but i’m positive about it and hopefully i can master the routine soon!

Song : Tell Me by Wonder Girls