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What would you do if this is the last time you see a star?

Just what would you do if this is the last time you see a rainbow?

Are you gonna stay and cry helplessly?

Or are you gonna preserve and smile in front of mummy?



Who would you turn to if you ever get lost?

And just to whom would you give your last attributes and flaws?

Will you let them go when you know it’s for good?

Or would you confess your little secret in mute?



With what reason would you lie to hide those tears?

What kind of apology would you ask to make it turn around?

So where would you keep all those cloudy memories?

When everything in front is merely invisible debris?





When time drags you down to your darkest moment,

Would you run?

Or would you freeze?





When the first thing you get is the last thing you want,

The last thing you need is the first thing you hunt,

Perhaps, these littlest things mean nothing to you,

Just as much as the tiny hole in a canoe,





Neglected till regret!



hellafrenzy, 2008

Look at the rain,
Hear the drops,
You’ll feel the pain,
Even after it stops.
Look at the dog,
Listen when it barks,
Telling stories of the untold,
A song in the eerie night.
Stare at those stars,
Wondering why they are dim,
Searching for the reason,
The one that loses its sparks.
hellafrenzy, 2008


Bersedialah jiwa,

Untuk hidupku yang selebih nya,

Takkan kedengaran suaranya lagi,

Takkan terlihat bayangnya lagi,

Takkan terimbas hangat cintanya lagi,

Takkan kusedar makna bahagia lagi…

hellafrenzy, 2008

Here comes my first official ‘sajak‘ (poem) in Bahasa Malaysia, *clap clap clap*

Let me translate it in English, for those who can’t understand Bahasa Malaysia. (i think i have readers who are not Malaysian) *wink*


Be prepared oh dear soul,

For the remaining moments of my life,

There will be no more of his sounds,

There will be no more of his shadow,

There will be no more of his warmth,

There will be no more of happiness…

hellafrenzy, 2008


When everyone else is wondering how their loved ones are doing, grab the phone and make the call, listen to their favorite voices, planning where and when to kill time together, when they still get the chance to be thankful to look into those addicting eyes,when they still got the chance to feel the warmth as well as cherish the magnificent moments of loving and being loved;here i am, writing, again…


This is another fray,

Something to see and say,

Squabble and mislay,

Where i am the helpless prey,

With an inevitable yesterday.


Tell me again if this is fair,

When all i’m allowed to do is only stare

Fear of being blamed if i share,

Thus, i refuse to find the one who care.


Dear calamity and mishap tragedy,

Including you, catastrophic misery,

Whichever names you hold,

Whatever stories you’ve been told,

I shall be the one to take the toll,

For all you’ve done is turn me cold.




Allow me to articulate in words and rhyme,

And let the answer to come in time,


Permit me to stay in my own solitude,

As for Him i pay my only gratitude.






-hellafrenzy (2008)